Three weeks ago I started redesigning my blog but as you can see it is still under construction. Why? I had an unexpected setback with my health. When that happens I go into a state, which I refer to as SLEEPING. Now sleeping is not one of my favorite things to do, especially during the day, since my nature is that of an A personally. Go, do, plan, dream, accomplish are all things that fill my spirit with an overwhelming love for life. I become sad when I fall asleep because I know that once again I am losing control. . This present state of slumber is due to low hemoglobin levels, swelling in my legs and feet which obviously has put my girlish gate down to a slow crawl, numerous test, brain fog, fatigue and a tad of depression and exasperation to say the least.
Today I am resting in this place of gentle sleep waiting for medical treatments to stimulate the healing process allowing me to rejoin life with the enthusiasm I hold in my heart. I must be patient and allow the flow of life's energy to work its magic and offer me new eyes once again as I awake from my slumber.
Maybe next week I will get back to the business of picking out colors, formatting resources, posting patient stories, and peering through the window of opportunity that proliferates the healing of my body, mind and spirit.
For today I will recall and cherish all those who have touched me and offered me strength, hope and friendship through it all.
LaughingNana
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